A vizard veiling vacancy:Vanity, may conceal.It’s the fatal non-fiction of disposition,That banishes the appeal.
I often find that inordinate emotions Are at the root of my downfall. But I’d rather feel too much Than nothing at all.
Hands shaking, body sweating.
Heads breaking, eyes wetting.
Mistaking decision making for being painstaking,
Embarrassment bracing, awaiting reaction.
Mind racing, overtaking your actions.
Replacing spacing and pacing with crystal gazing,
Dilemma creating, damning society.
Self-hating, fuck anxiety.
The insanity that someone Could hate the very thing they were birthed upon. In a world of hate and war, Surely love should be what we’re living for?
I observed with aimless but unwavering interest as Oscar gazed fruitlessly at his now increasingly tepid glass of scotch, moving his wrist with an air of arrogance that caused the drink to spiral. His shadow trembled against the wall, seemingly despising of its own master; Such an effect, Oscar seemed to have on most. “Well,… Continue reading Scotch
I loved you before I told you so, And I loved you before it was returned. I thought I couldn’t love any greater, But it seems now I’ve learned I’m still falling. Three words, eight letters, I thought was all it took. Surely then I’d reach the bottom? Yet at a second look,… Continue reading Falling
As a child, one of the most fundamental lessons you are taught is as follows: "Under no circumstances should you talk to strangers on the internet, or, even more importantly, meet them in real life." And so would follow an overworked video about a child who made a companion online who turned out to be… Continue reading Having An Internet Friend
He is like a dream that never ends, Continuity on which the heart depends.
I wrapped my fingers tightly around a mug of deep black coffee, staring at my quivering reflection in the dark liquid. With each exhalation my features became distorted, hurriedly rearranging themselves as the drink stilled. I didn’t like coffee. I sipped the bitter drink regardless, my right eye twitching in distaste. I set down the… Continue reading Coffee
This time last week, I was probably the happiest I have ever been. I was at YouTube event Summer In The City, with many of my internet friends and my best friend Chloe, who I met for the very first time that day. I had been looking forward to the event for over 9 months,… Continue reading Summer In The City 2016